crying my heART out

Hi blog..

I just wanna type some stuffs so it won't stuck in my head..

The reason why I continue my blog is : 

I wan't to record moments of my life. maybe I'm too late. But better late than never, no?

Posted some style diary, just for fun and to be laughed at years later :)

Vacation photos, gig photos, life experience..

Portfolios. I'm searching for the missing files to be compiled..

Diary. Yes, I somehow feel lonely at times. I used to read and write a lot but now I don't have much time for it. I want to share what's up: I know I'm a difficult person to be with, or even to be understand. My mind, what I wear, what I like, what music I listened to, is always mocked by some groups of friends. Even best friends. First I thought I'm wrong, why am I different? Is it wrong to have a different taste than most people? Then I realized... it's OK. Being different is better than being same, typical and boring. I'm not asking everyone to accept me or anything. Just don't judge. I'm just happy that I found my husband who has the same taste as me, so we need no understanding or stuff.. Everything just flow between us. I become myself more each day and cherish it even more.. So lesson learned, life is just easier and prettier if you follow your heart. Ignore those who mocked you.. Now I feel happier and feel sorry for them, who's still looking for their passion. I'm sorry.. I have it since the day I was born.. I know what I want to be. An art person, who's very difficult to understand, complicated, weird... I love it :) It's fun to live in your own world, you know?

By the way here's a related article to this. Related to me soooo much. Wish my friends would read this.

I wanna share some of my fave blogs / website to read on...

- Tavi Gevinson from Style Rookie : Her inspirational board, images and collages are my addiction. I feel her 90's, grunge, vintage and a bit of gothic vibe. Aaaawwweesome music taste for a 15-year-old girl. Few fave images taken from her blog...

- Rookie Mag by Tavi. yes, the same Tavi. I love everything inside! The articles, music, styles, pictures.. All so Tavi. And me. Haha. I'm inspired a lot by her. Wish this webzine is around on my teen age. I remember I read gurl on my high school days.. It's almost the same stuff.. but now the web is verryy not interesting as it used to. purple & white comics to explain their articles, much more fun to read.. oh those days of 90's how I long for thee..

- Jak and Jil got the best street style snaps after The Sartorialist and FaceHunter ... I love 'em all just go and check their blog..

- Susie Bubble of course.. Her style is what I love the most. Anything just looks good on her. Feels like rob everything from her closet hahaha..

- Saga Sig : a photographer from Iceland. LOVE her works, I think she have a great team to support her vision. The styling, location, models, editing... I have trouble finding photos of her work to be uploaded here.. I love 'em all.. I'm a fangirl.. her pics inspired me so bad!

More blog / web later on to be written.. meanwhile a good friend of mine Indri asked me to draw for her event, a Desigual store opening in Plaza Senayan next month. Will blog about it and wish me luck, ok?

Bye!