SAVA WONDERLAND -2011

crying my heART out

Hi blog..

I just wanna type some stuffs so it won't stuck in my head..

The reason why I continue my blog is : 

I wan't to record moments of my life. maybe I'm too late. But better late than never, no?

Posted some style diary, just for fun and to be laughed at years later :)

Vacation photos, gig photos, life experience..

Portfolios. I'm searching for the missing files to be compiled..

Diary. Yes, I somehow feel lonely at times. I used to read and write a lot but now I don't have much time for it. I want to share what's up: I know I'm a difficult person to be with, or even to be understand. My mind, what I wear, what I like, what music I listened to, is always mocked by some groups of friends. Even best friends. First I thought I'm wrong, why am I different? Is it wrong to have a different taste than most people? Then I realized... it's OK. Being different is better than being same, typical and boring. I'm not asking everyone to accept me or anything. Just don't judge. I'm just happy that I found my husband who has the same taste as me, so we need no understanding or stuff.. Everything just flow between us. I become myself more each day and cherish it even more.. So lesson learned, life is just easier and prettier if you follow your heart. Ignore those who mocked you.. Now I feel happier and feel sorry for them, who's still looking for their passion. I'm sorry.. I have it since the day I was born.. I know what I want to be. An art person, who's very difficult to understand, complicated, weird... I love it :) It's fun to live in your own world, you know?

By the way here's a related article to this. Related to me soooo much. Wish my friends would read this.

I wanna share some of my fave blogs / website to read on...

- Tavi Gevinson from Style Rookie : Her inspirational board, images and collages are my addiction. I feel her 90's, grunge, vintage and a bit of gothic vibe. Aaaawwweesome music taste for a 15-year-old girl. Few fave images taken from her blog...

- Rookie Mag by Tavi. yes, the same Tavi. I love everything inside! The articles, music, styles, pictures.. All so Tavi. And me. Haha. I'm inspired a lot by her. Wish this webzine is around on my teen age. I remember I read gurl on my high school days.. It's almost the same stuff.. but now the web is verryy not interesting as it used to. purple & white comics to explain their articles, much more fun to read.. oh those days of 90's how I long for thee..

- Jak and Jil got the best street style snaps after The Sartorialist and FaceHunter ... I love 'em all just go and check their blog..

- Susie Bubble of course.. Her style is what I love the most. Anything just looks good on her. Feels like rob everything from her closet hahaha..

- Saga Sig : a photographer from Iceland. LOVE her works, I think she have a great team to support her vision. The styling, location, models, editing... I have trouble finding photos of her work to be uploaded here.. I love 'em all.. I'm a fangirl.. her pics inspired me so bad!

More blog / web later on to be written.. meanwhile a good friend of mine Indri asked me to draw for her event, a Desigual store opening in Plaza Senayan next month. Will blog about it and wish me luck, ok?

Bye!

StrangeLove - Mid 2011

My 3rd collection for 1979 called "StrangeLove". Pretty much inspired by Depeche Mode's song with the same title. Lika a love and hate relationship between anything. Not about the video, more into the lyrics I suppose..

My collection is always a ready-to-wear, easy to mix and happy!

Personally I'm always a fan of 80's and 90's music as I grew up in that era.. and please anything I can do to go back there???? 

There'll be times 

When my crimes 

Will seem almost unforgivable 

I give in to sin 

Because you have to make this life livable 

But when you think I've had enough 

From your sea of love 

I'll take more than another riverful 

And I'll make it all worthwhile 

I'll make your heart smile 

Strangelove 
Strange highs and strange lows 
Strangelove 
That's how my love goes 
Strangelove 
Will you give it to me 
Will you take the pain 
I will give to you 
Again and again 
And will you return it 

 
 

There'll be days 

When I stray 
I may appear to be 
Constantly out of reach 
I give in to sin 
Because I like to practice what I preach 
I'm not trying to say 
I'll have it all my way 
I'm always willing to learn 
When you've got something to teach 
And I'll make it all worthwhile 
I'll make your heart smile 

Pain will you return it 
I'll say it again - pain 
I give in 
Again and again 
I give in 
Will you give it to be 
I give in 
I'll say it again 
I give in 

See the video and feel the music here

By the way I sucks big time when it comes to technical / arranging stuff. Sorry for the messy pic placement. Some of the stuff are sold out, but some of them are still available and on sale. Do contact me below...

Again, Mr. Sonny did all the photo - editing. Thanks!

Bye!